No more appointments until the surgery! Did I mention that it happens to be on my birthday? Yap, March 13th. Not only is it my birthday, it is also Dr Gulbrandson's birthday! Can you believe that? My surgeon and I have the same birthday and he will be performing surgery on me on our birthdays! What a way to celebrate, huh?
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
This is Really Happening!
I had an appointment with a Nurse Navigator today. I think she is someone who is suppose to help me get thru this whole breast cancer process. I really didn't know what our appointment was going to be about, but basically she told me what to expect at and after surgery. She gave me a binder of information and a tote filled with things I might need after a mastectomy-- small pillows, a water bottle, other stuff I haven't look at yet.
She also gave me a camisole with hidden pockets in it. This is something to wear after the surgery. The pockets are to hold little bottles that will collect fluid from the drains that are left in.... Yea, this is really happening! (Just thinking about that kinda made me feel sick.) She assured me, as my doctor also had, that I wouldn't really be in much pain after surgery because the nerves would be gone from my breast area.... Well, I guess that is reassuring.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Surgery in three weeks
The decision has been made. The date is set. Surgery is in three weeks -- Wednesday, March 13th. I can't say that I wasn't emotional when I went to the doctor today. I shed a few tears. On one hand, I am relieved; on the other hand, I am scared about surgery.
I think I have made the best decision for my health. Having a mastectomy will lessen the chances of cancer coming back to my breast and thus lessen the chances of cancer metastasizing to other parts of my body. There is no guarantee.
I think I have made the best decision for my health. Having a mastectomy will lessen the chances of cancer coming back to my breast and thus lessen the chances of cancer metastasizing to other parts of my body. There is no guarantee.
I didn't sleep well last night. I woke up in the night anxious and fearful. I pray that God will give me peace.
You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you,
whose thoughts are fixed on you!
Isaiah 26:3
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)